Howdy everyone,
I just felt the urge to write another entry, the first few written entries for November. The previous one was just one of my favorites song. A tribute by Alan Jackson dedicated to country music listeners.
Let's tune in to another matter. Several days ago, i have settled down my ticket flying home, which will be on Dec 13th. It is actually a return ticket provided by Shell early this year. But still it requires me to plan ahead for the flight. Counting from today, it is about a month left. Nevertheless, it really is always a smart thing to plan ahead for our trip like dealing with our future accommodation, surveying places for foods, and so forth. In other word, we should know what we want. If we failed to identify what we want, we are definitely going nowhere for we are unable to foresee the necessary steps to do. To me, its embarrassing when we say nothing when people ask where we are heading to. That being the case, don't call ourselves a man, for a man knows what he wants.
Contemplating about being away from home for quite sometimes, many were gone and many were born. I have forgotten the last time i met or had a talk with them. That makes me sometimes forget that they are no more alive. Even at some peaceful nights, i have dreams of talking, walking, and even holding the dead ones, which in most cases i did not realize that they are bodily dead already. The next mornings, God would surely put a smile on my face. I am just kidding you readers. But, nothing is wrong with that i guess because such dreams remind me of their existence before. Again, men born and men gone yet His word remains. Ain't it true?
Its been a year away on the other side of hemisphere. Many i have done yet many i have failed to accomplish. I don't see the need to say much about improvement or deterioration, for characteristics tell more honestly. Thoughts after thoughts have been my foundation toward maturity. I know what i have chosen. Seriously speaking, it is not a set of promises but is a set of challenges. I understand that i am now standing on the edge of the less faced frontier. A frontier of unknown opportunities and perils, a frontier of unfulfilled hopes and threats. Some i have seen have gone over the line, pretending to know more than they really are. It seems that they are not flowing naturally. I guess they want others to be impressed by their fucking hypocritical accent, their fucking fashion. That's what they love to do. That has really shitfaced my impression toward them. But that's alright for so far i don't have to pay them any penny. To me, i prefer to flow naturally like fluid, not liquid for it flows everywhere as long as it's permitted by law.
Let's us proceed to another matter that interests me. Students these days, most of them i heard disdain political things. When it comes to political talks, they would tune out. The most common phrase they say, politic is full of shit, corruption or whatsoever. Thank God for them to realize all such things. If i were out of mind, i would say to them go read your school books and go fuck yourselves with good grades all the times since you want to be "clean". The idea is simple. What if your toilet at home is uncleaned, so what you gonna do? Are you gonna leave it forever like that and go to your neighbor's toilets because you don't want to get messed up with your own toilet? See, how smart that is. See how the education system nowadays has locked us up inside a very thick black box. I beg to differ. I view politic as ways of governing the past, the present, and the future. This is not about those fucking 'Datuk'ship or 'Tan Sri'ship. It is about our rights. Many thoughts i have yet to say here but i have to qualify my aggressive, rebellious, and radical thoughts. I urge my fellow friends to get to know your rights, your roots and even you potential future predicaments. Don't be fooled by those 'politicians' saying that as a student you must concentrate only on your studies. Those 'shitheads' tend to encourage us to get good grades and be a good son or daughter of our parents. Fuck that advice. Even my fellow villagers, who do not receive any formal education could say such words. But remember, i am not saying that we must join a political party while we are still students. No. What is appropriate to do now is to get a good grasp of political situation we are facing nowadays. Make a good observation for we don't want to be exploited for another generation.
Let me end this entry with a quote from the book i am reading:
In 1960s', during the Civil Rights Movement in the United States, Comedian Dick Gregory led many sit-ins, and when whites told him, "We don't serve Negroes," he responded,"No problem, I don't eat Negroes."
What a joke. Will be back with another entry soon. Good day.
Friday, November 9, 2007
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